the air will vibrate and the earth will quake.
be what you are, you're crazy.
her hand upon your hand
her lips caress your skin
it's more than i can stand.
fuck.my.life.
* * *
No sé como me viniste, pero te doy gracias para todo.
I think you should teleport here during early hours of the morning.
and cuddle with me.
I hope that the sun doesn't come through the earth and take you out.
because you are painfully appealing.
I mean.. I would go swimming in a pool of freezing water with killer sea lions just to have that experience right now.
I wish most of the time I could be one of those people who just blurred in with the rest.
the ones that I see.
just to get lost to the eyes of observation that I seem to always pay more attention to.
I'm anxious and tired of sitting around and spending my time reading something that is so ponderous,
and slowly realizing how disillusioned I am about it.
I'm jealous of the oak trees that live in this field.
they stand in place. watching everything. and everybody.
and they get to twirl their leaves all day and be happy.
they don't care about the weather.
they don't know what hurt is, and they are always so healthy and solid.
It's tempting to try to shove everything under the rug.
but I'll probably end up tripping on that unsightly lump until I get it out of the way.
the sun is just hidden
it's not gone.
it's never gone.
I can curl up and die.
but whatever is ripping out my heart wont die with me.
what are you thinking about? Paris?
nah. you're not thinking about Paris. Lies.
no? you are not lying? hmm, ok.
[damn them all] cause they have it made.
No sé como me viniste, pero te doy gracias para todo.
I think you should teleport here during early hours of the morning.
and cuddle with me.
I hope that the sun doesn't come through the earth and take you out.
because you are painfully appealing.
I mean.. I would go swimming in a pool of freezing water with killer sea lions just to have that experience right now.
I wish most of the time I could be one of those people who just blurred in with the rest.
the ones that I see.
just to get lost to the eyes of observation that I seem to always pay more attention to.
I'm anxious and tired of sitting around and spending my time reading something that is so ponderous,
and slowly realizing how disillusioned I am about it.
I'm jealous of the oak trees that live in this field.
they stand in place. watching everything. and everybody.
and they get to twirl their leaves all day and be happy.
they don't care about the weather.
they don't know what hurt is, and they are always so healthy and solid.
It's tempting to try to shove everything under the rug.
but I'll probably end up tripping on that unsightly lump until I get it out of the way.
the sun is just hidden
it's not gone.
it's never gone.
I can curl up and die.
but whatever is ripping out my heart wont die with me.
what are you thinking about? Paris?
nah. you're not thinking about Paris. Lies.
no? you are not lying? hmm, ok.
[damn them all] cause they have it made.
- Mood:blissful
- Music:Wash Away; Joe Purdy
warmth, road trips, late nights, tea, camping, slacklining, rock climbing, longboarding, ittalian, family, FRIENDS, money, not-corvallis, sunglasses, hiking, motor cycle rides, plane rides, short sleeve clothes, emigrant, staying up all night. It eases my mind to think of such amazing things.
I bet it will be whimsical.
And I, well I just can't wait.
- Music:weezer
That's what they tell me.
Haha.
Yeah right..
p.s. Thanks for holding my hand today.
Blue on blue, heartache on heartache.
Blue on blue, now that we are through.
Hello? Yeah it's me I wanna give you some good frequencies 1710, 2.6, 2245... Yeah. 3032, 400 Four hundred? Yeah. I'm coming right over. Do that. I'll be there in two seconds.
rock me momma like a southbound train..
hey.
momma, rock me.
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth.
T, T, Tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't fuckin scared of him.
I won't miss you, 2008.
I want to cuddle into your chest and disappear.
I want your jacket to engulf us both
and your hands to play with mine again.
✃
It wouldn't be very grateful of you
to bring that salt around my wound.
Why are they always blind?
Bah Humbug.
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person, unlovable
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
Run, run, run,
Run.
- Music:tegan and sara
12:48:26 PM congruentfigures: hi!
12:48:29 PM clayton: hi!
12:48:36 PM congruentfigures: whaaaat a night
12:48:37 PM congruentfigures: wow.
12:48:44 PM clayton: apparently you got the highlight of this morning
12:48:52 PM clayton: by wearing my dragon suit... with no other shirt
12:48:54 PM clayton: hahahaha
I'm bound to chase after anyone who walks out on me
Were you happy when you woke up today?
I wasn't sad, so I guess you could count that as happy
What are you listening to right now?
My heater
Are you taller than your mom?
Yessm
Do you think you are a good person?
Yes
What woke you up this morning?
Phone.doesn't.stop.ever.guuh.
Would you go back in time to change something if you were given the chance?
No. I like how things are now. Changing one little thing could've fucked everything up now
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Several, seeing as most of my friend base is the opposite sex.
Do you love where you live?
I live in Corvallis, and i love it, yes.
Do you burn easily in the sun?
No.. Ohmygosh I just remembered something! Yes! Thank you myspace survey
Are you happy with your life right now?
I'm content.
Do you hate being alone?
Mega-loathe it.
Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
Clyde via texting
Are you an emotional person?
I'm hypersensitive, not emotional
Has anyone disappointed you recently?
Kinda
Plans for tomorrow?
Hah, I don't plan that far ahead
Are your parents strict?
Newp
Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning?
Before sleepy taime
Have you ever tattooed anyone's name on you?
In sharpie
How many wives or husbands do you want?
Eighteen.
Who is the fourth received call on your call log?
Ritter
What is the wallpaper on your phone?
An awesome, yellow, little, go-cart, truck mobeeeel.. Thing
How many pillows are on your bed?
Like 8. I don't want to count
Who is the seventh person on your contact list?
Avi
Would you rather sleep at a friend's or have them over?
Either or
Do you currently hate somebody?
Newp
Whats the seventh text message in your inbox say?
Do people really get that entertained at looking at their phone and reading this shit?
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes, I really would.
Have you ever wished you had a different last name?
Never thought about it. I like my last name tho. So no.
If a stranger looked in your closet, what would they think?
Uhm, I don't know. They'd probably be looking for my valuables.
Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
Well, because I like him a good amount.
What's bothering you right now?
Not wanting to move
Do people underestimate you?
In certain things, yeah
How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
None, but sometimes it's nice to get some shut-eye
Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
How could anyone hate Clayton?
Last person you talked on the phone with and why?
Robby, because my mom and dad were being complete assholes. But we made up. I love them
Can you recall the last time you really liked someone?
Right now. But technically I can't.
Any upcoming vacations?
Not that I know of. Somewhere next summer though, I was thinking China, but I might change my mind to South America
What were you doing at midnight last night?
I was in the bath
Where is the person you want to see the most?
Probably in Medford
What can't you wait for?
Corvallis
What do you think about adoption?
I support the women's right to chose.
Where was your default taken?
Mah rewm
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
David had it. But I think it was a former girls
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Uhm, sometimes
Do you like to cuddle?
LOVE to cuddle.
.love.
Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
Yes, very much so.
Have you ever woke up next to someone and wanted to puke?
Luckily I don't sleep around. So no.
What do you do when you need to relax?
Meditate in the sauna. Organize/clean.
If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you do first?
Buy my own apartment, then buy something nice for my closest family and friends, then finish paying for school.
Can money buy love?
Nooo
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
Clayton, currently.
Is your room clean?
I try keeping that way
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
Hopefully
Do you like your life?
Currently, yesm
In fact, the only thing I do care about is the fact that I can't care about anything.
Seriously, it worries me.
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